Finding Me

I failed to succeed or suceeded in failure
I lost the love or loved to lost
What I gained by losing or lost to gain
What I fought to win or won to fight

Matters of heart and heart of the matter
Are above logic, rules and control
Choices are made, promises are kept
Still life goes on to get on with life

Am I a failure or failed to be as I am
Did I got what I wanted or was it an illusion
A game that destiny plays with the dreamer
I won, lost, backed and thrown out but am still fighting

Nature gave me birth and alone I was
People around me are loners behind society's facade
Nothing lasts for ever and time stops for none
Memories are my wealth and now my only true friend